Mom, Where Is Someone Like You?

There is heartache with life
There was a chain of heart that kept searching forever.
Our brain works even when we are sleeping. The mind has special importance in everything we do. We need him for everything, even to move our hands and feet, we need his message as long as the message is delivered correctly. When it reaches, a strange kind of movement starts in the human body.

The same thing happened to him. His brain had also started sending wrong messages. Still, he seemed to be getting the message through. Sometimes he felt as if some invisible object had taken hold of his nerves.
He says he sees a strange-looking creature. They are three. Let me tell you sometime. Live here. While explaining this, he would often point toward the store. At first, he scares him but since then he obeys his every command. Says nothing. Maybe he has become her friend.

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Then he talks to her for hours. In the beginning, Sara thinks that Ali is talking to a friend with headphones on, but then she doesn’t realize that he must be talking to someone, but who is he? This was not understood at all. It started when Ali stopped sleeping in the bedroom and made the couch in the living room his bed. At Sarah’s repeated insistence, she reveals that there is someone in her room who scares her and does not let her sleep.
He would say, Mama!! I feel the rustle of her getting up and sitting on my bed. The lamp in the room starts burning by itself. Sara was afraid of her son’s words.

Now Sarah also felt a strange horror in the evening. Sometimes it seems that someone has passed by and sometimes it feels like someone has been sitting on the couch next to him.

The intensity of the feeling was giving meaning to the fear. The house had taken the form of a deserted ruined house, the peace had disappeared somewhere. The horror was increasing. In order to get rid of the horror, sometimes she used to call the adhan in a loud voice at home, sometimes she would listen to the last verses of Surah Baqarah, sometimes the destination, sometimes the specific verses of Surah Mominin, sometimes Al-Raqiya in Sharia. He was told by an Egyptian friend that by listening to its recitation and applying it loudly in the house, one gets rid of all kinds of jinns, injuries, magic, and all kinds of diseases. His spiritual tips began to grow. Whoever said anything would start doing it.

The amount of charity was also increased. Sometimes she would help the poor while walking, sometimes she would put something in the box of the mosque. Sometimes she would feed the birds and sometimes she would stab her son’s head and feed the meat to the crows.
She also began to pray and pray frequently. She often wondered what her son had become.
Ali started living isolated from the world. He used to sit in the room all day. Avoid going to school. He used to leave school with excuses. The call had become stubborn. He liked being dirty.

Even when the mother begged him, he would not bathe and if she forced the child, he would raise his hands on her. Mel would not clean her nails that were caked with dirt herself, nor would she let anyone else do it. Sara was now afraid of him. If the mother starts fearing for her own children, she dies while alive.
He started living in isolation. Friendships had become limited. The food and drink schedule had changed. He would stay up all night. He heard voices. Strange sounds. The sounds of noise, the sounds of the phone ringing, the sounds of howling, the terrible sounds of a creature that has never been seen or heard.

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He used to sit alone and talk. He would hesitate when asked by Sarah. Sometimes his manner seemed to Sarah as if he had friends around him or birds he fed. Sometimes particles of food would stick to the wall. Sarah thinks that there is a creature that only she can see and that it feeds on its share of food.
Now Sarah also felt the smell of a dead animal from a certain corner of the house. Whenever she got a chance, she would try to reduce the smell by spraying the room. Burn scented candles in the house to reduce the smell. Sometimes he felt that something smelly passed by him.

One day his son told him that Mama is a DEMON ordering him to kill his mother. He says go!!!! kill This is your biggest enemy. Kill it. Well done!! This is your target. When he first laid hands on Sarah, he didn’t understand why.
The children who are raised by a mother alone and never let anything be lacking and those children raise their hands on him. No one can imagine the pain of the mother who went through this torture. In such a situation, she used to cry in front of her own son, she would give advice, but nothing would be achieved because the condition of the child was not under her own control. When he had a seizure, he could not hear or see anything.

He would get peace by killing his own mother and the poor mother would suffer this violence thinking that the child has no one but the mother because his mother was his father, brother, sister, and baby.
In such a situation, only the mother could feel the pain and anguish of the son. She knew that at that moment her child needed it the most. She wanted to get her child out of this problem as soon as possible.
He tried to gather some information about himself. To find out what it is all about? Why is that?
And where is his training lacking? Think how much this mother must be suffering. When he is not getting answers to his questions.

She used to look at the sky and ask for an answer from her Lord, but there was no answer.
He may think that he has committed an uncommitted sin, but when he looked back at his past life, he would see nothing but a life of pain and suffering. Then when, how, where did such a thing happen to him?
He himself did not know. The sting of pain on one side and the knowledge on the other were that he could not live without it even for a moment. Living with my mother was not easy in such a situation.
She used to cry and ask her Lord in prostrations, what kind of trial is this?
An example of his life was that even after eating a fish with such care, a thorn the size of a particle got stuck in his throat. Which was not easy to spit out and swallowing was no less than a pain.

The sting of that hanging thorn was piercing his soul. The broken body was running like a lump, sometimes here and sometimes there, so that it might find an end somewhere. He mentioned to some of his friends that I was in severe pain. I don’t understand what should I do.

My son’s eyes freeze in place. His tone changes. Blood rushes to his nerves. He calls me with fear and becomes violent when I don’t listen. He says that some demon is telling him to go and kill his mother.
Sometimes says mama I don’t want to kill you but you have an enemy who has controlled my mind. If I don’t listen to him, he hits my nerves with a hammer. I can’t stand the noise, I think my eardrums will burst from the noise or it will kill me. Mama, he follows me. I don’t understand why I do this.

I just understand that someone is your enemy who wants to harm you through me. She is suffering at the hands of her own children. Both his arms are full of indigo. Now he doesn’t even know when his son will lose his senses and attack him. She also told her friends that Ali is afraid of people but he pounces on her like a tiger. So Sara has a few options to save herself but her child will be taken away from her. She did not want her son to think that she had only one mother. She also left him in pain.

A friend said, to talk to the GP. Believe it or not, it’s a bad look, said the other. Your son has been given the evil eye of some poor person. Now Sarah also felt that there is a hidden enemy who is the killer of the peace and happiness of her home, but she thought, who is jealously ruining the peace of her home?

A friend said it is black magic. Get it treated as soon as possible. Someone said that the shadow of the devil is on the child, and someone said that Jin has fallen in love with the child. As many words as many words. The mother is ready for any treatment in the case of the child. She forgets what her religion is.
She tries every tip. Sarah did the same.

He took out the child’s horoscope through someone and even calculated it, then he did the methods that Sahib-e-Kashf told him. Put a nail in the house and pull it to the fence. If you light the lights and candles.
Just because of his desire to spare the life of her unfortunate child. He bowed before the Lord and prayed.
Also started psychological treatment of the child. Blood tests, even brain scans done. The result was positive in the blood and nothing in the brain. So he became sure and firm that it is either black magic or the evil eye of an evil man or woman.

Then one day the child attacked his own mother very badly. Due to this act of the child, he was admitted to a mental hospital where he stayed for two months but came out fighting his case on his own because he did not hear any voice there and no one told him to kill anyone. Because of the child’s good and calm crying and increasing anxiety, he was sent home early. The child was put on medication saying that the child is suffering from psychosis because he sees voices and shapes in the house and the child is also autistic. This was no less than a shock for Sarah because she was familiar with autistic children.

Symptoms of autism often appear between the ages of three and five. These children cannot communicate socially and they also face difficulty in speaking whereas Ali not only used to speak but till a few months ago he used to go out playing with his friends and take part in all kinds of activities. He was fond of football, basketball, and cycling. Even the school teachers did not realize that he was autistic. He was perfectly fine until a few months ago. Sometimes she thought that if her child had not raised his hand like this, he would not have known that he was autistic for the rest of his life.

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